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2001

I’m a firm believer in walking the walk and talking the talk. If I am incapable of rising to the challenges I make to others, then I have no right to make said challenges (such as this one.) I decided to go out of my comfort zone, write two poems in two weeks, memorize them, and perform them at a local poetry slam I have never performed in before, which was earlier tonight.

When I started the Broken Speech Poetry Slam in 2001, the scene was dominated by performers who performed loudly using fairly predictable rhyme schemes and subjects. Those who strayed outside the template were punished, sometimes severely. It took several National Poetry Slams to ego check the scene and force poets to step out of the back pocket performances and tropes. I was incredibly proud of the work that came out of those years, especially 2006-2009. I could see the evolution in what Orlando as a scene brought to the conversation about what is poetry slam and the look and feel of things. Tonight’s slam felt like I was back in 2001 with the volume, the predictability of topics, rhyme scheme, volume. However, there was a new wrinkle: blatant acts of Wikipediatry.

Wikipediatry is defined as a Wikipedia entry disguised as poetry. Also like a Wikipedia entry, the validity of the facts within said poem might be questionable.

I’ve always believed that a slammaster of a poetry slam naturally influences the quality of writing at a venue and I can name several slam National Poetry Slam teams as evidence where a slammaster who believed in good writing naturally influenced the entire team to be better writers and performers. I haven’t quite seen this effect work on open mics though.

I’m not bitter. I set out what I was supposed to do knowing from the first poem, I wouldn’t make out of the first round. I wrote and memorized two honest, heartfelt poems. I’m more sad that I saw how badly performance poetry regressed in Orlando within a single night.

I had a tinge to bring back a poetry slam in Orlando recently. I almost came close to doing it, but on my own terms. When my contact of the venue stopped working for them, I took it as a sign it wasn’t meant to be. It was a reminder that there are other parts to Orlando’s literary movement that needed more from me. I know now for sure that performance poetry in this town will continue to make its own decisions on what it wants to be until someone dynamic (not me) comes along and provides sorely needed direction. When the next poetry slam comes, I’ll challenge myself to write two new poems and memorize them, consequences be damned.

The fine folks at Duotrope interviewed me about There Will Be Words, which you can read here.

The even finer folks at Happy Dog Mom Lit Journal interviewed me here.

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I’m Gonna Get a Kiss, Then I’m Gonna Get Away From Here

Heavy Feather Review‘s first issue debuted last Saturday. When I got my contributor’s copy and read the poems in them, I realized that I can’t let superstition deny the want to craft a good love poem for the person I’m with. I won’t expand on this here, because I’m going to also do something special for Heavy Feather Review regarding the matter. This will also give me better insight when I teach my workshop on February 11.

Short, Fast and Deadly reviewed Our Hearts Are Power Ballads. This is what they had to say:

“There’s necrosis in all of us,” writes J. Bradley in OUR HEARTS ARE POWER BALLADS, channeling the morose yet resigned monogamist in all of us. But as the hero of these sleekly compact poem explosions can attest, domesticity’s death dirge might not be incompatible with the seductive guitar riffs of an unburdened spirit: “I will not think of myself / in your arms as an autopsy / waiting to happen.” Can’t argue with that.

(You can watch the chapbook in its entirety here.)

The first huge literary event of 2012 in Orlando is coming on January 31. If you are in town, you should be here, seriously. I’ll be reading my story from the collection, “It’s A Hollywood Summer”.

I wish I had more to say.

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We Are Still Counting Votes In Florida

Holy. hell. We’re only day four in voting and we’ve already got 576 votes for the best of There Will Be Words show on May 8. The poll closes on January 30 and we’ll announce the winners at the 15 Views of Orlando release party at January 31. If you haven’t voted yet, go here and do so already.

The first 1500 words of my novella, We Have Such Lovely Parting Gifts, is now live at HYPERTEXT Magazine. You should go read it here.

I’ve started my post as the Falconer of Fiction over at NAP and it’s been a lot of fun. If you are a short fiction writer, submit something. I’ll read it. It’s a great magazine, and I’m not just saying that because I’m staff, but because it’s too true.

That’s all I’ve got for now. We’ll talk again soon.

 

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Flying Circles In A Jar

I went to Death Cab For Cutie last night with a friend and I have some observations.

I can’t listen to music made by people who haven’t lived, haven’t had their hearts properly kicked in and it’s because of this, Surfer Blood is such a boring band. If you look at the trajectory of The Cure, you’ll see how life (and drugs) influenced their music and it took them twelve years to create something like Disintegration. It’s why I like The Afghan Whigs more than Nirvana and The Smashing Pumpkins combined because now that I’ve had my heart properly kicked, I relate to The Afghan Whigs far more.

Death Cab however put on an incredible show, one that almost made me wonder if Ben Gibbard was on something and he probably was, his wife. I had to walk out to the smoking area where after singing “What Sarah Said”, which ends with “Love is watching someone die”, I see just Ben with an acoustic guitar as the opening part of “I Will Follow You Into The Dark” hits the door as I’m stepping outside (this poem might give you a better frame of reference). It was a great show, but it also made me realize something that I won’t share here. It does confirm though that I have a ways to go before I’m ready to put myself back into a relationship construct of any kind.

Also, I noticed that the buses going to and from the House of Blues at Downtown Disney were coming and going really late and after I did some research, I found out that the buses going to and from Downtown Orlando to Downtown Disney runs really late. As someone who does not drive, this is awesome. I am going to TV on the Radio at the end of the month, who I’ve never seen live. I’ve also never gone to a concert by myself. I’ve gone to three movies by myself (all bad superhero films). I might push myself outside of my comfort zone here and go by myself. We’ll see.

I’ve listened to the RISK! podcast a lot lately. It’s a longer, more fun form of The Moth type storytelling. If you like to write or tell a good story, listen to it.

I will be the literary merit judge at the next Orlando Literary Death Match on November 13. Go here to find out who else will be reading, judging, and how you can get tickets really cheap now.

Oh and again, you should probably buy this.

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The Jujitsu of Hustling

Last Saturday was the Heavy Petting show. Here’s my setlist

Written on the back of a flyer from the venue as is my ritual.

Now in legible English

  1. These Are Vows (Dodging Traffic)
  2. Primer (The Serial Rapist Sitting Behind You is a Robot/We Will Live Like Our Ghosts Will Live)
  3. Quadriplegic (We Will Live Like Our Ghosts Will Live)
  4. North/South (A Patchwork of Rooms Furnished by Mistakes)
  5. I Will Lose Myself In Chinese Art And American Girls (A Patchwork of Rooms Furnished by Mistakes)
  6. The Monogamist Talks To History About Its Stuttering Problem (Our Hearts Are Power Ballads)
  7. Every Girl Is The End Of The World For You And Me (Our Hearts Are Power Ballads)
  8. Registrar (The Jujitsu of Macking)
  9. Rear Naked Choke (The Jujitsu of Macking)
  10. My Curse (Gentlemen)
I put together a pretty good narrative, starting with the marriage, the divorce, and then everything after that. Before starting “Quadriplegic”, half the audience left at that point (they were young). I wasn’t trying to drive them out but I guess no one wants to hear about broken relationships at that age, still believing in the whole true love/monogamy thing. That’s cool.
My fellow performers also brought it as well (Robert Walker, Thomas Patrick Levy, and Anna Claire Hodge). It was a really good show. Thank you YesYes Books for coming to Florida. I’m looking forward to start working with them on Ghosts.

From left to right: Anna Claire Hodge, me, Thomas Patrick Levy, Katherine Sullivan (YesYes Books CEO), Robert Walker

I’m reaching a level of emotional honesty that I’ve never been before about the way I am in relationships and the root of why I am who I am in relationships. The shields are on full right now and I’m not looking to be in a relationship, which if you know me is very unheard of for me to say. While editing another potential e-chap of my earlier work, it has helped me confront this, who I’ve been, where I’m going, who I am now. In order for me to truly be good for anyone, I have to truly understand myself and work through these issues.

Specter Magazine did a wonderful thing and rescued a story of mine that was supposed to be published by a magazine in their first issue but the magazine never went live without explanation. This is one of my favorites as it is 99% fiction (the 1% is the fact I see abandoned shopping carts in my neighborhood all the time). It’s also one of my longer pieces of fictions, the kind of muscle work that gave me the strength to write the novella and other projects. You can read it here and then check out the rest of the issue.

I also have two poems in Awosting Alchemy, which you can read here.

This Wednesday is a very special edition of There Will Be Words. Hope to see you there.

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There Will Be Some Heavy Petting

This is tomorrow, Orlando, and you should go and pre-game before you go out and club (and it’s free!)

NAP Magazine published a story from my We Will Celebrate Our Failures project. You can read that here. You can also listen to me read the story on this week’s Orange Alert Podcast (and why haven’t you sent them something, already?)

Safety Third Enterprises now has all the audio versions of their chapbooks, including mine. You can download the whole audio book of The Serial Rapist Sitting Behind You is a Robot here.

Also, thanks to everyone who has said nice things about Our Hearts Are Power Ballads. If you are on Goodreads and you liked the chap, give it some love over here. Here’s the video feature (in case you haven’t seen it)

See you tomorrow night, Orlando!

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Our Hearts Are Power Ballads – The Video Feature

My body told me to check my e-mail at 2:30 this morning and I realized why. Our Hearts Are Power Ballads is now live through Artistically Declined Press and rather than try to fight the excitement and the insomnia, I recorded a video feature. Read the chapbook here. Watch the feature below.

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Nothing Can Touch Us, My Love

I went through the old Livejournal to find out where I was ten years ago, and I found it from an entry I wrote in 2003:

i was in bed when my mother got a call from my grandmother that she needed to turn on the t.v. when she did, she told me to turn it on. there they were, the video tapes playing over and over of the two planes slicing through those buildings. as i saw plane #2 go into the next building, Radiohead’s Pyramid Song just kept playing in my head. the slam that night had to be cancelled as UCF shut its doors.

i wasn’t quite sure how to feel.

I was fortunate enough that my grandfather was retired when it happened (he worked in one of the towers during the 1993 bombing) and I didn’t lose any one because of what happened. I’m more annoyed about how we reacted (terror color codes, bigger government, the trade of our civil rights for more protection, justifying the Iraq invasion, our increased unemployment rate, etc. etc.). While I agree that we should never forget, we should also learn from our mistakes and make better decisions.

My mother believes what is being used to keep us all separate politically is our social and ideological differences and I can see that. Karl Rove used the fear of gay marriage to get George W. Bush to get elected. The Tea Party used the fear of a black president to retake the House. We all essentially want the same thing: money in our pocket, a roof over our heads, food in our stomach, to be safe and secure. Sadly, we have a government that disagrees and until we do something about it, we will continue to have a government that keeps up separated whether by using God, guns, or our sexuality, and we will continue to make poor choices that divide us further.

The purchasing of the condo goes smoothly, so far. This week, the inspection and the HOA application process happens. The loan paperwork is in. It’s looking like if all goes well I’ll close at the end of the month and I’ll officially be one of those people who shakes their fist when my tax money is spent irresponsibly, but not in that Tea Party way. I believe in responsible spending and that global warming is real.

The CEO of Housefire Publishing, Riley Michael Parker, talked about the company in Smalldoggies. You can read the interview here.

I have a poem over at Atticus Review, which you can read here.

David Tomaloff says nice things about A Patchwork of Rooms Furnished by Mistakes here.

Finally, there’s been a line up change for this Saturday’s show over at Stardust. Sadly because of his health, Gregory Sherl had to pull out of the tour. Replacing him though will be Thomas Patrick Levy. I’m excited that I get to be in this awesome showcase of current and future YesYes Books authors. I’ll be doing some work from my upcoming book, We Will Live Like Our Ghosts Will Live, and work from other collections. It’ll be the first time in awhile I’ve done an all poetry set. It’ll be a great end to a big big week.

The novella/novel has reached a stop not because of creativity, but because of work and life. Work has been kicking my ass as of late and will continue to do so for awhile. Once things die down, I’ll hop back on it.

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This Is A Slow Victory Lap

We Will Live Like Our Ghosts Will Live will be published by YesYes Books in early 2013 and I can’t be happier that this MS has found a home in the right place. I owe tremendous debt gratitude to Write Bloody. If it wasn’t for making it to the shortlist, I wouldn’t have edited it into the lean, mean, emotionally ass kicking version it is now. I’m looking forward to working with YesYes in making this MS an incredible body of work.

I asked Ben Tanzer to blurb my Gentlemen chapbook and he had this to say:

With Gentlemen, J. Bradley retains his undisputed and still unbeaten status as Indy literature’s King of Pain. I assume of course, that one day Bradley will find happiness and love again, but I for one certainly won’t celebrate it. Bradley’s gain is our loss, and so if push comes to shove, and in Bradley’s work it always does, I much prefer he continues to suffer as only he can.

I feel like I should wear a crown or something.


I’ve memorized five poems so far from this project and when I’m rehearsing them, I’m digging into some of my darker places to give the poems the voice they deserve. The one above is “Gentlemen”. You should listen to it.

I was hanging out with my best friend earlier and we were talking about mortgages, how he got a 4.125% fixed rate one, how I could get an FHA one for the condo I’m looking at, and I realized that we were fucking old. I didn’t ask when did I become my father. What was the point?

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Breathe It In

This was recorded last night at Urban ReThink. You can also read Episode 1 here.

I also have two pieces of flash fiction at FortyOunceBachelors here.

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